backward / forward?

true or false:

 the older you get, the wiser you'll be, the more mature you'll get. thus more emotional?

whoa. i'm updating so randomly. it must be an emo post. rawr.

yeap. it is. even the weather knows i'm emo-ing and decided to have the rain to accompany me. how thoughtful.

the same thing happened again as though it's deja vu spilling it out.

i started tearing the night before and again before leaving home. this time i can't blame examination stress because it's not examination time yet.

there're times when i was young, i wished to be away from home. and now 'wish come true', i don't wanna be away from home. ironic eih? 

i'm afraid of changes but heck that's life. however, it seems like i'm plunging backwards instead of moving forward. 

oh well. another half a year to go and i'm pretty sure i can do it. 

anyhow, i'm glad for a supportive boyf and friends, you know who you are. <3 

i've got to smile like this more often. :D

hint on next post. :P

procrastination

According to the ever so trusted Wikipedia, procrastination refers to the counterproductive deferment of actions or tasks to a later time.

I think someone should set up a degree course in that. I can definitely score 4.0 CGPA. lol.

it's been close to two weeks since holiday ended. yet. i'm still slacking. urgh. there's so much thoughts i wanted to blog about but. there's just not much photos to spice em up. boo.

well here's some of the things i did over the holidays. might blog about outdated things on occasion thou. like my birthday. A MONTH AGO. =.=

I was at Hard Rock Hotel yo!!.

trying to be ghetto phail.

farewell party for some of our UTAR friends.

feelin' so fly like a G6~

yeap. went to G6. 

and Fullhouse @ Giza

had 'moo-moo' burger @ Fat Spoon

further recommendation will be in the next post. :D

photo credit to Kiddult

family dinner @ Tony Romas.

he's 16 and i'm 20. 

go figure the event.

photo credit to my sister.

next. 

Derek's 21st birthday dinner.

mehh i'm not gonna talk about history nao. :P

photo credit to Smashpop

and and.

Cameron trip just last weekend.

super like this shot.

credits to Chee Hoe

now. pending posts. 

1. birthday

2. semester break

3. Fat Spoon Cafe *yumms

shall update when i got the mood. :D or. comment on which post you'd wanna read 1st. 

till then. stay tune.

xoxo

facetime in the car + paparazzi

woohoo. this blog is back alive. :D

this time.

about iPhone.

went out for dinner with this bunch of friends, 

7 person including myself.

and EVERYONE has either iPhone 3 or 4.

except me. =.=

I DIDNT KENA POISON CAN. 

:P 

Facetime in the car outside tathong's place. 

hello Smashpop.

initially this photo.

hello fake.

became

..

..

..

..

..

THIS. 

seee!!. iPhone 4.

I don't have to own iPhone 4 to blog about iPhone 4.

right?? 

:D 

Pre-birthday post

only blogged TWICE the whole month. HOW CAN??  D:<

not on purpose laa. just there wasn't much to update and finals is happening now. boohoo. another 5 more days to freedom. can't wait.

tweetdeck is filled with updates on iphone 4. maxis digi. LOL. competition. i wonder who wins. hmm~

will make a proper update after my last paper on tuesday morning.

till then.
you can stare at my super be-earlied birthday cakes.

stay tuned!.

spilling it out.

it's been an awesome week back home. now i miss home terribly. ): although i stayed home everyday. still. i miss home. cuz i was never alone those days. woke up with bfast on the table, and a brother to disturb who would accompany me for lunch everyday. the noises around makes me feel warm and not alone.

at first i regret going back cuz i will not be able to study at home. BUT i did. however, the progress was VERY VERY VERY SLOW. =.= well at least somewhat did kan?

now that i'm back at the desert or Kampar, i feel lost. it's so quiet here. because i don't live with my friends (long story) and my house mates aren't back yet.

i thought i would've gotten used to the leaving home thing already. it's been 2 years plus. but apparently. i don't know why. it became more intense. probably due to examinations coming up. i haven't been preparing very well. obviously not a good sign. been slacking in the comfort of home. but glad i came back a day earlier. emotional breakdown a day before examinations is not good. fyi: 1st paper starts on Monday. 

anxiety, fear, nervous, stress + compiled tears + home sick = emotional breakdown

there's alot of things i regretted. and also alot of things i'm glad i did it.

well that's life right. what's life without ups and downs?

(:

when you feel like giving up, 

remember why you held on for so long in the first place ,

and the fact that holding on, 

is just a lil while longer. 

what's after funtime?

suddenly in a mood for blogging. :D good also laa. instead of gaming i blog then study. motivation might follow along too. who knows? HAHA.

lets see. where did i left off?..
oh yea. my weekend. approx 3 weeks ago. shy.

continuation...

GENTINGGGGGG. for a break. hehe. before prepping for finals. half the class decided to go for a break.
okay laa. their main purpose is to head to casino. WHICH. i kenot go in. =.= yes i' m underage.

BUT. i still went in anyway. haha. the guards were busy so i just walked in with my friends. :P

group photos.  all 10 of us. (: 

feels young much cuz we were like KIDS. lol. playing everything in theme park.

Bestfs!!. loves. (:

three of us went clubbing while waiting for the guys to finish their stuffs in casino. 

it was a very very cold night thus we went everywhere in jacket. loving the weather much. 

Jocelyn and King's be earlied birthday. 

now belated laaa. haha. 

fun bonding session with the classmates. 

the night i had a lil too much alcohol. :x 

blame the drinking game.

i miss my highschool mates. 

then it was a night of clubbing. 

Ashleigh, Thien Seng and Chang Wei's birthday. 

another fun night. (: 

OH. didn't mention. i went to TWO hills in TWO consecutive weekends. :D 

genting and Cameron. loves!!!

there's no photos on cameron cuz neither Leslie nor Monica uploaded the photos. 

but it was awesome.  hehe. 

gotta admit. 

i'm growing. 

had too much fun for the past few weeks. so now. i must study. D:

counting down. 14 days. 

hello the abandoned

i'm sorry dear blog. i chose final year project, pool, yumcha sessions and hang outs with family and friends over you. HEHEEEE.

summary of everything that  happened since i left my blog not updated.

Yean Jyh's birthday surprise. 

photo credit to Charyene

Gua Tempurung trip with Leslie and his family. 

photo credit to Leslie

Dinner with my family. sis's treat. HAHAHA.

photo credit to sis. 

i.need.a.spoon.full.of.shugar.

i'm gonna set aside clinique star tour post 1st. it's been and still is pending. LOL.


motivation needed!!. pretty pleaseeeeee
*puppy eyes*


my emotions went on a roller coaster ride. and i need to let it out so that i can carry on with my final year project. it's week 11, and by week 14, have to hand in THREE chapters of thesis. die mou?
fyi: 1st chapter is not really done. more like half done. CAN DAI!! fml


oh did i mention, after week 14 is finals?? MEANS more emo days to come!!. fml x2


i'm pretty much still in the comfort of home sweet home. ): home sick. rawr. had an awesome weekend back home and am still buried under my lil comfort zone refusing to resurface back to reality. it's been 2 months since i last went home and it's been a blissful weekend. (:


hagging out with my family, the boyf and his family (note: on separate occasion) was niceeeee. i had just way too much of fun over the past two weekends and now. 


IT'S TIME TO GET BACK TO REALITY. fml x3


boohoo. soo reluctant to do so. 


but for a better future. bobian. :/ 


it's the usual just left family emo time. ): until a point i got numb over that feeling. but somewhat it came back. sigh. fml x4 


as much as i hate that feeling. there's still a need to move on. rawr. 


any suggestion on how to get over it? (: 
leave a comment!. thanks!

Festival of the Mind '10 + teaser photo of Clinique Star Tour

it was a sunday morning. I.. of all people. unbelievably woke up at 8AM. to attend free talks in uni in conjunction with Festival of the Mind '10, organized by Malaysia Mental Literacy Movement.

of course there were few of my classmates there too. they were like 'what are you doing here?'
i surprise everyone sometimes.  :P 

ze goodie bag. 

with ONE. cap. 

which added to my 37647818 caps. 

okay laaah not that many. 

i have like uhm. 4 caps in my room and i wore NONE before. 

lelong siapa mau?? (:

felicia and smallknow.

we take pictures kejap. still early. 

smallknow and yours trully. 

we were EARLY so its empty.

some even bought their notes to study while waiting.

impressed much.

some brought their families along.

can you feel the love..

keep em coming.. :D

note: there's lotsa lotsa photos in this post.

it's my babe's 21st birthday!!. happy uhm now belated birthday love!. :D

ps: click on read more. there's a surprise.

fav shot of the night. (:

a small dinner together with a few of the foundation mates. 

by small i mean. really small. cuz everyone's busy. 

sorry babe. wanted to get everyone together that day.

but we still had fun didnt we? :D

the guys.

the girls. loves.

July: extreme pool session and birthday

it's the month of 

see closely there's Grace (hanzhi)'s birthday on the calender. which is the same date as Raymond. 

BUT this pose is gonna be about him. come back again from Grace's post.  its gonna be filled with lotsa love. :P 

Ballie was with us tooo. while we hung out. 

what a beauty. (:

we were playing pool. WHILE trying to surprise Raymond.

acting is soooooo hard. gosh.

Raymond with his.. 

constipation look. LOL. 

all the way from pj to...

HI!. my super awesome folks are super geng. drove all the way from PJ to Kampar, pick me up and head to IPOH. for BRUNCH. =.= wth right.

i haven't seen them for a month. soooo happy to see them. only thing was Yinxie and Jet Ming didn't come along. ): it would've been even better seeing them.

aanyway. boyf's camera has been in the bag for way too long. brought it out for a lil breather. hehee.

first stop: 

for. AWESOME PAWSOME EGGTARTS!!!. 

i.. forgotten to take a photo of it. ehehe. 

AAANYWAY.

this is the manufacturer and price list. taste so damn delicious. super love it.

their chicken pie is quite a catch too.

location: 

14, Jalan Dato' Oon Jaafar (Cockman Street)

be as early as possible from 6am cuz it's usually sold out by about 10. 

which i was lucky enough to have bought the last 3 boxes. 

stoopid aunties so rude cut queue. 

2nd stop:

the usual brunch place.

famous for its shredded chicken hor fun. or kuay teow soup.

we tried the laksa this time round. quite like it. (:

Laksa. price at RM2.60 (small)

bean sprout and kuay teow soup, RM 5.40

the table as soon as we settle down. 

so much food can die. 

mommay having boy's favourite kuay teow soup. 

to Jet Ming: daisei who ask you not to come.

daddy. (: 

daddy: dont take laa. i tell you dont take ar. 

me: *click* take edi. *sticks tongue out* 

daddy's having his 3rd satay..

me: enough already laa. cough so bad eat so much samore.

daddy: aiyahh eat first laaah.. later get hacks.

ish ish... 

the oh so nice pork satay. addictive much!. 

priced at 60cents per stick. 

location: 

73, Jalan Bandar Timah (Leech Street), Ipoh.

3rd stop: 

to tapao Jet Ming's Fav chee cheong fun. 

location: 

opposite Kong Heng. uhm. not directly opposite laa. its opposite the directly opposite. 

if you get what i mean. 

famous for its golden fried kuay teow. why? cuz its expensive, small portion but nice. 

chee cheong fun, RM 2

stole one packet from home. :P 

all three of us was in white that day. both my parents stained their shirt. LOL

HAHA stained!. 

4th stop:

to buy salted chicken laa duhhh. 

location: 

24, Jalan Theatre, Ipoh. 

near Mcd, opposite the wet market. 

it was fun hanging out with the parents. i miss them. and the other two la. but they smart smart dowana see me. EMO. 

naah emo you still post your photo. hi terrence and teressa.

you too boy. rawr. 

lastly to end it. 

me. (: 

hope the food made you hungry. :P

next up. pool session and raymond's birthday.