Pre-birthday post

only blogged TWICE the whole month. HOW CAN??  D:<

not on purpose laa. just there wasn't much to update and finals is happening now. boohoo. another 5 more days to freedom. can't wait.

tweetdeck is filled with updates on iphone 4. maxis digi. LOL. competition. i wonder who wins. hmm~

will make a proper update after my last paper on tuesday morning.

till then.
you can stare at my super be-earlied birthday cakes.

stay tuned!.

spilling it out.

it's been an awesome week back home. now i miss home terribly. ): although i stayed home everyday. still. i miss home. cuz i was never alone those days. woke up with bfast on the table, and a brother to disturb who would accompany me for lunch everyday. the noises around makes me feel warm and not alone.

at first i regret going back cuz i will not be able to study at home. BUT i did. however, the progress was VERY VERY VERY SLOW. =.= well at least somewhat did kan?

now that i'm back at the desert or Kampar, i feel lost. it's so quiet here. because i don't live with my friends (long story) and my house mates aren't back yet.

i thought i would've gotten used to the leaving home thing already. it's been 2 years plus. but apparently. i don't know why. it became more intense. probably due to examinations coming up. i haven't been preparing very well. obviously not a good sign. been slacking in the comfort of home. but glad i came back a day earlier. emotional breakdown a day before examinations is not good. fyi: 1st paper starts on Monday. 

anxiety, fear, nervous, stress + compiled tears + home sick = emotional breakdown

there's alot of things i regretted. and also alot of things i'm glad i did it.

well that's life right. what's life without ups and downs?

(:

when you feel like giving up, 

remember why you held on for so long in the first place ,

and the fact that holding on, 

is just a lil while longer. 

what's after funtime?

suddenly in a mood for blogging. :D good also laa. instead of gaming i blog then study. motivation might follow along too. who knows? HAHA.

lets see. where did i left off?..
oh yea. my weekend. approx 3 weeks ago. shy.

continuation...

GENTINGGGGGG. for a break. hehe. before prepping for finals. half the class decided to go for a break.
okay laa. their main purpose is to head to casino. WHICH. i kenot go in. =.= yes i' m underage.

BUT. i still went in anyway. haha. the guards were busy so i just walked in with my friends. :P

group photos.  all 10 of us. (: 

feels young much cuz we were like KIDS. lol. playing everything in theme park.

Bestfs!!. loves. (:

three of us went clubbing while waiting for the guys to finish their stuffs in casino. 

it was a very very cold night thus we went everywhere in jacket. loving the weather much. 

Jocelyn and King's be earlied birthday. 

now belated laaa. haha. 

fun bonding session with the classmates. 

the night i had a lil too much alcohol. :x 

blame the drinking game.

i miss my highschool mates. 

then it was a night of clubbing. 

Ashleigh, Thien Seng and Chang Wei's birthday. 

another fun night. (: 

OH. didn't mention. i went to TWO hills in TWO consecutive weekends. :D 

genting and Cameron. loves!!!

there's no photos on cameron cuz neither Leslie nor Monica uploaded the photos. 

but it was awesome.  hehe. 

gotta admit. 

i'm growing. 

had too much fun for the past few weeks. so now. i must study. D:

counting down. 14 days.