title: butt cracking bone breaking

i just came back from dance. omg la wieh.. nana. i took your place and ahhhh. soo damn tiring. the bruises MULTIPLIED!.
but. damn! .i'm gonna stop dance class already since i'm leaving. sooo gonna miss it. ):

okay enuf of dance..

YESTERDAY was the greatest day among all my holiday days. (:

met up with hong yee and yein mun. haha. went for lunch at dave's since yi ming was working there. but i dont think he did realise us. blehh.

then i had my farewel dinner with the dxy people. view hwee sann's blog for more photos..

this was what we did laa. went for dinner at new paris then yum cha at curve. heaven. i fell in love with that place laa seriously.


dinner. (:


group pic.


our drinks. love potion and jublication.


ms. choo and i. finally seeing her after she went mia due to exams.


me, sann, hui ni and mun yi.


me, mun yi, sian hoo.


eheh. the camwhores.


hui qi, keng chuan and me.


hui ni and i.


mun yi and i. thanks for everthing hun.


guess.. hee.

one thing i just realise. the day before my last trip to kampar i was in heaven. yesterday i was in heaven again. today i went kampar to pay deposit n sort stuffs. omg laa.

i like my room. moving in soon. sooo in other words. i'm leaving next wednesday. haha.

so then. dont miss me.

xoxo

tuning to: leaving on the jet plane - jewel

this totally reminds me that i'm leaving. damn!. just that i'm not leaving ON A JET PLANE. i'm leaving IN A CAR or maybe BUS. or worst still. KTM.

jeng jeng jeng..

omg laa. i haven got alot of things yet. one more week to do so. dang. sooo. i hav tuesday and friday taken up. so. other days are open. who's up? haha.

i'm so gonna miss alot of things here.

no dance performance for me. ): but i've got my video. a super alot mistake one. heee. http://dancingwiththedxys.blogspot.com/

no more chilling saturday. y is sat soo chilling? cuz there's no need of me to do dishes! woohoo. n no toilets to wash.

last saturday i went shopping wid dad n mom. sis came later when dad left. that was fun laa. at first mom say to go home a while then off to sogo. i gave her 'the eye' and big huge smile plastered over my face.

mom
me

okay after this go home a while. then go sogo wan anot?
yes yes yes!. *big huge smile*
but you can anot? i no problem wann. i was thinking about her knee problem.
ya hor. i forgotten bout my leg.
lol. next week la thenn.
next week go kampar laa.
see laa. ask you to switch to kdu you dont wa.... blablabla..
okay enough laa. *frowns* fine. home then.

i finally gotten ikea hot dog. still missing out on ikea's meatball. pfft.

results seems like it's out. but there's no official results. as in did a get an A or a D.
it says this over at the intranet.

few days ago: you do not have any resit/redo subjects. as per 15th may.
wtf. it's only the 8th!. on the day i check laa

and today: You do not have any credit unit application status. Thank you.

gahhh. sooo explain?

beepbeep

staying at home the whole day is affecting my emotions. hmm i get irritated easily lately. soo bare with me if i so happen to let it out. hee.


anyway. thank you for bringging me out on tuesday. you know who you are. (:
and sorry i had to ffk movie on weednesday and genting next week. you know who you are. (:





ngiam ngiam smile. (: aku jealous. haha.








pompuan yang i love. lets do it again!. <3>

i went schwimming. =)) but that made no difference. the family and me laa of course.. went for dim sum after that. *loves* after dropping everyone home. daddy and i went for a spin. i tell you. that dungu punya guard scare the hell outta me. damn 'the-the'. kns weih.

grocery shopping is even more killing. daddy and mommy was like having a game of hide-and-seek. omg.. pushing the trolley is already bad. plus the crowd. and then seeking for them both. swimming is already tiring and not forgetting that i had dance the night before. but good thing is. loads of free sampling. i likey. heee. met sann's parents there.


i realise there's loads more stuff i needa get before leaving for that slow lazy sub-urban life at the place with a huge pond. not forgetting a place with trees that cant play bollywood. in other words trees with few branches.. dang!

talking bout dance. because i'm going to kampar, *sigh* i cant make it for performance on 1st of june. had to let chai mei take over my place. i'm not saying that she's not good. but i really like that dance and was already in the chosen team. *double sigh* but look at the bright side!. i'm in the less stress team. hah!. which kinda added more. cuz the others was focusing on me during practice.



anyway.

one utterly outdated post. hee.

i didnt blog about dinner at victoria station sempena my sister's 20th. hee. well it was just a family dinner. took me ages to finish that food of mine. due to the discomfort or braces.

bright bright.

black black.

happy birthday laa women.
the previous photos. is eww. haha. all my photos are getting more and more eww. it's not good.

one more thing..


tat hong n eng eu invited me to maison mardi last friday but i was low on cash and dun really wanna go.. he was using that
'if you go, x will go, then y also will go' technique.

sadly it didnt work. nyeh!


(: end.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL CHONG

LI LIAN!

a super old photo of ours. lol.

before we both chopped our hair n got it dyed.

you're getting older laa hun. but still. i heart you. (:

okay fine. you're getting sexier too!.

we shall meet up before i leave la weih. havent seen you for looong.

happy 19th!

love lots!. hugz.

i just named xian si-complicated. why that name? cuz she's having yet anoter gender crisis. (: please laa remain as a girl okayyy. xoxo.


i miss these people. ):

i decided not to name this cuz it's of mixtures again. hee.

that younger brother of mine got a THIRD place for his 1500. hah!. good job bro. proud sial. my effort of waking up at 7am to teman you jog is not wasted. because you did not really train. haha. swimming is not considered as training cuz swimming is NOT running.
but that fella did not do well for his malaria swim something something the day before sports day. came back with a shieldtox. to kill the mosquitos. lol.


the brother of mine.

since i'm like damn freee lately..
i need retail therapy. but low on $$.
sponsor anyone?
*wink*


once again. why laa always treaten me? kns laaa.

Ronnie o'ron
yinli

sure u not goin tmr??
yes i'm not goin tomorrow
haih..
whyy?
u la
haih...
why me again?
one sit will be empty tmr
LoL:P
lol
i know.. put a teddy bear there to replace me. (:
hahaha

just incase you're wondering. ron , kc and szuat li's going malacca to visit xi shun n chia hui.
even treaten to cancel if i'm not going. but i didnt go in the end. haha.
retail therapy is obviously more important. especially when mom's around. hee.

one more thing.





the way i are ya'll..
even the teacher said it was good.
bangga weih. spot me!.

btw this video is dated all the way back during cny.

enjoy!.

100th post

this is gonna be an emo post. so if you're in a goood mood today or at least now, click on the 'x' at the top right corner of the page. or just scroll down to the next post. which might be happier.

was browsing through someone's blog a while ago. something came to my mind.

was looking through old photos. the same something came to my mind.

everytime i walk pass that thing in the room. the something comes to my mind.

everytime i search the drawers for accessories. the something seems to stand out.

everytime i pay for an item or anything. the something comes to my mind.

sometimes i wonder why did i trust you.

even thought of why i fell for you.

i shouldnt have put my trust on you leaving you to break it.

everything you said or did leaved a mark. whether or not it will disappear?

i dont know.

suddenly things changed.

the distance came after that.

i never seen you

neither heard from you.

reacalling the last time was long time ago

not even a hello.

*walks pass*

dries up the tears and that's it.

it's up to you to think that i'm talking bout you.
yes it's up to you. i dont bloody give a damn.

last but not least,

i'm glad i'm leaving.

dance is FUN killing my ass.

i feel good nanenanenanenaa..

of randomness and hailats laughters.

i went to kampar yesterday to check out on where to stay. suppose to already have one already but the story is looong. and am not blogging bout it. cuz it's saddening.

oh so yea. kc drove chiahui, david, xi shun and i there. went straight to campus to look see. chia hui did a great job of making a lie. haha.

kc: eh everyone take out your ID.

ch: *checks wallet* eh i didnt bring.!.

all of us: what?!.

me: dun play laa.

ch: really!!. okay wait i know what to do.

*takes kc's id and went out of the car to guard house*.

few minutes later..

ch: okay lets go.

*kc drives pass the guard house*

kc: what you told the guard?

ch: exam!

memang berskill la laki-laki tu.

so we got ourselves into the campus. i like the peacefulness there. but it was damn hot!. maybe 40 degrees there. went to the office to get some info bout the houses. then took a tour to one of the blocks that has people.

every other people in utar is having exam except for us. buahaha. the 'exam aura' was strong from outside. but who cares!. we went in to so called 'add stress'. *evil laugh*

then someone oi-ed me. guess who!. yann shun.. uber random. he has to get into exam hall soon so i continue exploring. as we were deciding where to go next, a rather familiar car stop at the parking lot. guess who again! kaishan and vincent. who was running late to exam. smart laa. 230 exam reach at 220. lol.

toilets. of quantity and okay fine. quality, just a lil. at least better than those in pj campus.

off we go to westlake. where the houses are. saw and picked the single room at the 1st floor. as that was the best option. imagine reaching home after a long day of classes drop dead tired and having to walk up two floors to reach your room. no way.. price wasnt really good but at least i get to have my own toilet. (:

later went to explore the housing areas outside to see if there's any better pricing. saw one double-storey house. interested but pricey and i cant be staying at a house with only 1 guy. mom wouldnt allow anyway. so does his mom. the guy even thought i was his gf! lol. cuz only both of us have no where to stay.

drive drive drive talk talk talk laugh laugh laugh.

both of us decided to just book a house at westlake. the house is called tsing hua. new phrase so it's not ready yet. wth!. we hav to stay at a temp hostel which is above shoplots. might coose another place but book first just incase.

went to hav 'curry chicken bread' before leaving. stop over at tapah after getting out of the trunk road. once again. guess who i met? sarah's allen. allen low if i'm not mistaken. haha. the guys was like 'your network is big.. such small place also can meet a friend. ' it's called jodoh. the world is small laa okayy.

left tapah at 7 reach dj at 835. i was sleeping cuz i'm tired laa. was woken up by the guys asking which way to go. subang or kl. i know they were speeding but din expect to be home soo fast.

so photos..

david, me, chia hui n xi shun.

kc. (:

regarding the title. somehow everything was related to hailat. so it's random which eventually made us laugh..

to xian: i really was just kidding about the smoking thing. you know i'm not a fan of smokers rite.

cant believe i'm leaving. joy or sorrow i dont know..

it's overrr..

i'm now in a relaxed, rejoice and relieve mood. glad it's all over. (: aku menyukai finance laa. manage to finish the paper. hope that i got all the formulas and working correct. okayy. i shall NOT talk bout exams anymore.

since it was the last day i was ever gonna meet some of them, we went old town after exam then sg buloh for dinner and curve.

dinner was great. damn!. it's was friggin cheap. yet taste delicious. i will wanna go back there. haha. was being really good as i didnt take a single sip of the beer. (: *applause*

after dinner supposingly to go clubbing but changed to movie and in the end. we went to heaven. uh. the cafe over at curve, behind sakae sushi. the live band there was good. we didnt really wanna leave until the performance ended.

it's great hangging out with them laa. everything has been related to the movie ' forbidden kingdom' ever since tuesday. uh. crouching tiger, spanking monkey. lol.

hhhmm i might start to smoke someday. at least it's better than being a 2nd hand smoker. lol.
i was just kidding.

photos.

darling sueyong and i.

i love her.

xue ni, milky and i. (: *loves*

shirley, me and leslie's finger.

more photos soon!.

be going to kampar later.

one down. one more to go.

tuning to: the veronicas- when it all falls apart.

cost accounting is FINALLY over. woohoo!. damn!. cant believe i've been studying that same subject during the weekends and cant answer the 1st question. knnwtfmch. i remember seeing that question. but couldnt remember how to find that dumbass variable cost. formulas didnt help either. the question is related. so without VC cant find FC then the BEP and the MOS plus graph. dang! the whole question was basically uh. EMPTY. graph is like easy marks. but graph without figures = sympathy marks. *prays hard* hopefully question 2 and 3 can earn me at least a C. i hav no confident at all for question 4. i must have confidence that i can pass. haha. just to comfort myself.

uh. sooo frustrated.

okay. enough of costing. time to get finance fit into my brains. havent touched that at all.

but before that.

happy birthday
see chia hui who self proclaim very lucky to be born on that day.
and my sister!. haha. you're old you know. buahaha.

will post about FORBIDDEN KINGDOM its a good movie. (: and chiahui's bday celebration most prolly after i come back from trip to kampar on friday.

oh and xian. one more day. sorry to keep you waiting. i give you moral support. * doing the heart to heart reception gesture* sending moral support.......

moral support sent. (: *hugs*

finance oh finance..

so till then.

vitagen makes me happy. <3

oh my gawwddd.... cost accounting is just sooo damn sickening!!!!.. damn!.
exam is in approx three days time TOMORROW!!!. and i'm not ready. shyt!.

WISH ME LUCK! (:

study week.

study week is meant for studying. but. the truth is. i have not been studying.

i have two papers. cost accounting on the 22nd and finance on 24th.
i know nuts about cost accounting. the worst part is the chapter i SUCCESSFULLY mastered in the subject is not coming out for finals because it came out during mid terms. wtf.

*sigh*

anyhow. i will pass! yes i will!. (: what?! have to have confidence in myself rite. *fingers crossed*

the previous which is also practically the last karaoke session with my classmates reminded me loads of the old times. every semester we'll head to redbox @ sunway for karaoke. sang almost the same song everytime.
god knows what are we gonna do in kampar where entertainment = zero. hmm fishing perhaps? or random picnic by the lake. lol.
some of them who wont be going to kampar. gonna miss you guys weih.

i got over some uh. i shall name it 'unhappy' times. but this i couldn't really get over as it came back during every karaoke session. it's been quite sometime but still. i'm in love with it this song.

*double sigh*

this song is in chinese anyway.
song title: 祝我生日快乐 (wish me happy birthday)-direct translation

i'm alright with it already seriously. (:

just reminiscing it.

wedding photos.

not my wedding of course!. just there for performance.


us and the couple.


the ladies all dressed up.


and another one.


william, monkey and guo liang.


ngiam ngiam. (:

not much photos were taken that day. but overall. it was fun.

itendstonight

i know it looks abit retarted but oh well. thanks guys for the wonderful time. the last day of our foundation year came so quickly. it's gonna take me ages to load all the photos so yea. it's easier this way. (: hearts.

alittlesomethingthatwentaway

everytime i decided not to blog, tons of things happens.

4 days ago. tat hong, joey and jia hao called me out to yum cha. they came all the way from APIIT. gosh sooo random.. joey got zha by his friend lester and the scene was damn funny. i dun really get the things they talk about cuz i'm not really close to them. but overally still fun laa. as quoted from tat hong. (:

small world laa. joey knows joyce who is in my lecture class. lester knows leslie who is in my class and has a twin brother called lester. (:

i always loves friday. why? class ends early on fridays. so. we went wong kok @ss2 for breakfast/yum cha. of all places. after droping the others at lrt station as they wanna go klcc for isetan sales, KC and i headed to 1u for movie. called ron to come along.

we watched 'a long pte ltd'.

seriously that movie was heck of a good one.



after movie, teman ron for grocery shopping. it looked damn wrong. 2 guys and a girl. it's like temaning two gays as quoted from KC. rushed home straight after receiving call from dad saying that my maternal grandmother passed away and mom's on her way home.



settled my paternal grandmother's dinner and off the remaining 4 of us to giant to get the things my mom asked us to get. it was in and out of giant and tesco since then. dad and i was tired that we fell asleep while waiting for my turn for dental checkup.


she passed away. her crematorium is later today and i'm home. due to some uh. i shall say 'pantang'. super long story so i'm not gonna go all over it again.

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she looks pretty there. after all the makeups and dressing up. better than when i visited her on wednesday. she doesnt need to suffer anymore so it's better for her.

rest in peace.

a smiles a frown turned upside down.

mid terms are over. which means. finals in 3 weeks time. UH-OH. not good.
OMB. i need to study.
thou i only have two subjects.

no more procratinations.

just finished my finance assignment. left with costing. boohoo.
due date: monday. shyt.

seriously. i do not really want to go to kampar. but i'm excited to go there. sigh. my mom and sis was like listing what i need over there but i was canceling most of the things on the list. i'm gonna miss everything here.
but look at the brighter side!. i'm gonna be with my kaima and kaipa. frequent visit to ipoh then i guess. *loves*

according to xian. march is emo month. i soo agree.

as a tribute to my most 'dedicated' brotherhood, i decided to post their photos. *as if they're gonna read this*
thou they mean people, but it's so nice of them to cheer me up most of the time. bringing me everywhere they go. good food!. teaching me the bad good stuffs.
see. i'm angelic. lol.




ronald and xi shun.


xi shun and chia hui.
they always like to put me in the middle. cuz i'm small.



KC. who wants a decent picture of him here. (:

you girls out there.. fyi: ronald and chia hui is taken. *wink*


i was listening to some of those ancient songs at the bottom of my playlist. and i came across one of my all time favourite. 'happy go lucky' by steps. (:

the world only sees me smiling
but they dont know the truth every night.
cuz there's where i hide my sorrow.

disguise and deny

i'm soo sorry for not updating you blog. do not hate me for that. (:

once again. another hectic week has past.

i almost missed my finance mid term paper. went for TWO movies. spent hell lotsa money. attended barbeque party. and killer dance training.

thanks to my escorts/ driver/ bodyguards, chia hui, xi shun and ronald. three of them were finding any possible opportunity to tease me.

shun almost got us all late for exam. exam was at 2.30pm and he told us 3.30. we were still eating at ss3 at 2.10pm. manage to rush in and not be the last to enter the exam room. cant deny that ron has skills. (:

movies!. yea it was emo day and i had to watch movie. it's school holiday and i dislike it. the tickets all ran out rast. so we couldnt watch the movie we wanted to watch. ended up with MINOTAUR and FLOOD. i would rate minotaur as a low budget cheap movie, 1.5/5. as for flood. um. kinda boring. it's like the remake of tsunami.. except that it's hitting london 2.5/5.

spending money on useless movies. goshh. saddening weih.

i like food. organized a barbeque party for the the temple people. it was fun as we had barbequed lala and prawn!. had our very own chef preparing the food for us. not forgetting karaoke, sparkling juices and surprise birthday cake for monkey and zi hui. HAPPY BIRTHDAY you both.
due to lack of rest and water. i'm suffering from sore throat now. boohoo.

the dance teacher taught us more basic dance moves. which means more ballet!. almost broke our legs after that. 'you guys need more streching!' but. it's fun. and worth it.

yes i know.

but still i'm gonna deny it.

as it just wont work.

of mixtures again.

to xian.

remedy to be nerdy is to feel nerdy, act nerdy, dress nerdy and eventually be nerday.

oh well. at least i've been studying that way and it helped. (:
i for once finish my finance tutorial without skipping a single question. *bangga*
but during tutorial, 1st question wrong d. lol. sad case betul.

anyhow anyway. aku went karaoke and golfing. whee~

oh and. thanks for listening to my rants.
iheartyou.
imissyoulaa.


golf is fun. (:
tennis is great too!.
basketball is soo yesterday. lol.



happy birthday to.
hui pin. who's in tarc. *5th*
xi shun. whom i always ask to take my stuffs *6th*
kaishan. i'll see you in kampar. *7th*
wei keat. whom i see everyday *8th*
chin hing. currenly somewhere the other side of earth. *8th*
leslie. randomly looks for me to chat*10th*
jun liang. whom i always ffk*11th*
monkey. caretaker? *16th*
chloe. who's in labis now *16th*
wilson. who's in tarc too!. *17th*
jie cheng. my sizzling hot dance partner. *18th*
winnee. the bok. pretty classmate of mine. *18th*
wen bing. sweet classmate of mine. *18th*
desmond. always showing of his teeth. *19th*

do let me know if i missed out any. shooo many march babies.

photo of the day.

-before.. i presume-




-after-

*taken in extreme park*

pinky's skirt!. *inside joke* not like she reads this.

retarted is the new normal.

i have to nerdify myself. any advice? motivation please?

was attending cost accounting lecture. and. i dunno anything. ): spending most of the time trying to understand it. shooo hard to get it straight. mid term is next week and assignment due in two weeks time. *SIGH*

not to forget financial accounting. worst still!.

maybe i havent been studying for a month. till now still trying to fit myself into the study mood. which i quite desperately needed to.

i dont like me timetable. afternoon classes are making me sleepy. *yawn*

been sleeping more and more and more in the afternoon lately. as there's just too much nightmares at night. me no likey.

going to hospital tomorrow again. it's just another almost routine to wake up early.

if you ask me if i love him,

i'd lie.

round and round it goes.

so basically this is what i did during the weekends of february.



to june. (:



cyun is just soo cute. <3


thanks for being there.
*kai en and i*



positions for dance.



sann's open house.
*shuenz, yinxie, cyun, me and mun yi*


after performance.
*sann and i*
the photos are kinda dark. 2mp but no flash. what do you expect.

there's lots of photos taken that day but it's not with me. so yea.


fireworks!. *loves*



first day of sem 3. happy birthday lin.!
*me, shirley, shuei lin and grace*


vain pot whom i love but hate. and i. breakfast at megah. after sending grandma for surgery.


the shirt says it all.

hmm. i started naming my shirt. i have penguin, happy, teddy, and APPLE.
realised i hav skills in makeup. lol. just the simple ones laa.
chores are making me tired. but burn fats and kills time.

i'm having 2 subjects this sem. chilling as it seemed. like wtf. 2 subjects!
everyday, classes starts earliest at 12noon latest at 1pm. except fridays.
shortest 2 hours, longest 3 hours.
cost accounting and finacial accounting is soo not easy.
accounts!. is my weak subject. *i do not like accounts*
mid term is n 2 weeks time.
assignment in 3 weeks time.
then finals is in 6 weeks time.
off i go to kampar then.


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