fan tai sui

for those who doesnt know what does my title means.. here's the explanation.

fan tai sui (in chinese): means something like your zodiac uh kinda made the god angry/ not happy.. there's different animals every year. and this year is for the horse and pigs.

seriously.. it affected mee. wtf.. soo badly that i fell sick the day before chinese new year's eve and was down with fever on 1st day of cny.. everyone was happily having fun and i was sitting there. being super quiet which i always do when i'm sick.

the bomoh say i cannot visit sick people. and i cannot celebrate my birthday!. boohoo.

well. good thing i recovered before going to the temple. i was there for a ceremony. it's called 'gong fo zhai tian' which means offering food to the gods. same as the one i did last year.

gosh it was boring i tell you..

mun yi and i was sleeping there basically whole day as we have nothing to do while waiting for the others to do their hair n makeup. we the lazy bum bums wait till everyone's done only we go. lol. if not we'll mess up the hair n makeup which requires us to put fake eye lashes.

aiya damn lazy to write already laa.. see photos laa.

cny eve. (: it's good...

the dining table after almost everyone eaten. there's more food at the back.

*grandma, mom, me and 4th uncle.*

candid group photo.

4th uncle trying out the 'wind effect' on his DSLR.

flowers of dong zen temple.

uh. bird-eye's view? taken from the highest floor in the whole temple.

ying, me and mun yi

mun yi and i. we had fake eye lashes and heavy head deco.

hehe. (:

june getting her head deco done while waiting to do her makeup.

last but not least:

day view.

nightview.

end~

80th post

i wonder. is there such thing as chocolate overdose?
there's alcohol and drug overdose. so then.
is there such thing as chocolate ovedose?

you must be wondering why on earth am i posting the question on the net.

i just recovered from fever, which i have no idea how i got it. skipped lunch and dinner just now as i wasn't well. obviously i was damn hungry after all the sweat and throwing out. so.
i had a cup of fresh chocolate milk, a cup of hot chocolate and chocolate biscuit.

do sound like a total depresion mood with all those chocolate. but i wasnt emo at all. surprisingly. i'm perfectly fine.

(:

must be me being over exhausted. soo many things to do yet soo little time. baking cookies. *loves* shopping. and cleaning. the list goes on..

i should be in bed as that i just recovered. but decided to wait for daddy. i miss him. haven't seen him in days. uh. 2 days to be exact. he went to singapore.

well it's chinese new year's eve tomorrow. good thing i'm feeling good now. which means i'm soo gonna gain weight. hmm. who cares. that's like the fun part of cny. besides the angpau..

soo.. anyone care to spare me some angpau? *wink*

happy chinese new year!

crap of the dayy.

i was having one of the finest day out with xian until after the movies.
we decided to watch cloverfield since xian has free tix which expires today and all the other movies are kinda late.

so then. cloverfield. i rate it one of the worst movie i seen. soo pening kepala after watching it. it's actually about a video about the incident that happen in manhattan.

oh my gawd...

there was lots of running and normally a camera man, if they are video taping something while running, the images will be blury... so yea.. the main cause of the dizziess.
so that's not a show i recomend.

oh well.. enuf on the movies. was at 1u for about more than 5 hours and xian n i each bought 2 tops. whee~ still not satisfied. haha. cant bloody find a cheongsam. ):

this was what happened approx an hour ago.

-e n g e u- says:

oi

-e n g e u- says:

i saw u on channel AEC that day

* y i n l i * says :

oi what.

* y i n l i * says :

oh shyt!

-e n g e u- says:

LOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOOLOOOL

* y i n l i * says :

i tot no one will watch that kinda show..

* y i n l i * says :

uber embarrasing.

-e n g e u- says:

LOL

-e n g e u- says:

i see and hear u talk mandarin

* y i n l i * says :

well i seriously din think that anyone will watch that

* y i n l i * says :

eh you actually watch that like every week?

-e n g e u- says:

NO

-e n g e u- says:

i was playing com game

-e n g e u- says:

then my parents watching tv

-e n g e u- says:

then suddenly

-e n g e u- says:

hear the voice like so familiar

-e n g e u- says:

then ui turn and saw u

* y i n l i * says:

shyt.. haha.. goshh.

i was interviewed by this uh tv programmed called 'informasi polis' for AEC on astro as they came to uni n i was having break then.

was soo random.. i crapped throught the whole thing wishing that they'll cut it but nope. it appeared. goshh.. not that no one watches that show. it's informational you know..

but.. stilll.....

oh yea.! one more thing i keep forgetting.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY meng wai!.

tagged.!

i've been tagged by wei zhi and yein mun. it's the same thing. so i'm just gonna do it once.

1. What was your dream during childhood?
a princess! exactly like barbie. with a full wardrobe of clothes.

2. Rainy days or Sunny days? Why
lets see. neither.. rainy days reminds me of something. sunny days are just too hot..

3. Which color do you prefer?
white.

4. Who would you marry?
no idea at the moment.

5. What present would you prefer the best?
uh. no preferance.

6. What are you most afraid of losing?
definately family, friends and him.

7. If you met someone you love, would you confess to him or just keep it a secret?
it depends. (:

8. The dumbest thing you had done in your life
i dont remember.

9. What qualities do you want in your other half?
as long as he's understanding and caring.

10. Till now, what is the moment that you regret most? wow.. can i put two?
procrastinating too much and going for the wrong one.

11. Which type of person you hate most?
show offs.

12. What is your ambition?
honestly. i dont know.

13. Would you rather be someone else at this moment?
yes!!. but no.. i like the way it is now.

14. If you can have a dream to wish to come true, what would it be?
i wish that life can go back to the way it used to be.

15. What do you think that is the most important thing in your life?
family. friends. and him.

16. Who's your favorite cartoon character?
Elmo.! is a cartoon character right?

17. What will you do if the world ends tomorrow?
appreciate every moment there is with them.

18. Lyrics from the song you're currently listening to.
he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
teardrops on my guitar- taylor swift

19. What would you do if you can turn the clock backwards and go back in time?
i dont wanna go back. look forward and move on is my priority.

20. The most memorable date in the whole 2007
sept 24th. not a sweet one. but still. it is memorable.


i tagg.. wai chuen. jun liang. tze xian. yi ping. and chia ling.

and whoever that wants to do this. (:

teardrops on my guitar

Taylor Swift Teardrops On My Guitar Lyrics

firstly. i dont have a guitar.
secondly. drew is not the guy. drew is the person taylor swift singging about.
thirdly. this song is just nicee.
lastly. it's something similar to the situation. just similar.

enjoy~

woohoo.!

yea mann. it's finally overr..
time flies. and it's already the end of 2nd semester.
lots of ups and downs happened then.
happily screwed up mass comm and sociology.

thinking why and how i screw up mass comm?

the story goes like this.
there's web page and mass comm paper that day.
so then. we were all busy studying web page thinking that mass comm shud be easier.
but wtf!.
once i open the mass comm paper. i smiled!. cuz i hav no idea how to do.
mcq questions all about the terms and all. which i forgotten.
fill in the blanks. 2 blanks confirm correct. the others.. lalala~
error correction hopefully is correct. and last but not least.
news story.

it's over!.

sociology worst still. duno a single thing. gosh..

once again. it's over..

time to sit back. and relaxx. for one month!!.

oh nooo. it's raining.. how to go yam cha laa..
oh well. i shall go prepare anyway.

toodles!~

it's gonna be over. soon before you know it.

there's two more days of exams and three subjects left.

50% tension released.

lets see. i studied about

how to write memo and business letter - writing for business.

stress - management.

'pop-ci-bai' 'sbb wtf rmm' - marketing


and now.

studying web page design

writing for mass comm. which was suppose to be on wednesday but postponed due to thaipusam.

last but not least.
SOCIOLOGY.. which i know nuts about it.

web page's paper from 2.30-4.30 pm and mass comm from 6-8pm!.
then there's less than a day's time for socio. gosh..

off to study...

steps to an interview, press release.. etc..

html syntax..

functionalist, conflict, and feminist perspective.

so much to do..

yet so little time.

rants.

i shall say. xian and i was trying to 'un-emofy' each other by updating each other.
since she's president and i'm the vice pres 1 for our ESELEY club. (:

part of the conv.

* y i n l i * says:
hmmm. i so do not want to rmb the bitter ones.

* x ï a ñ * says:
who does
* x ï a ñ * says:
i dont even want anymore dramas for now

* y i n l i * says:
well. just keep the sweet. remove the bitter
* y i n l i * says:
having all sorta dramas everyday now

* x ï a ñ * says:
we attract dramas
* x ï a ñ * says:
wat to do

then there goes the long long story of ours.. lots to catch up hun..

i know you're having quite a hard time dear. but no wories. i'm here. *hugz*

immuned

it's study week. which is meant for studying. but still. i'm bloody gifted in procrastinating.

went to uni but met jerry which is so good at his rubbish that i only manage to study in the morning. babi betul.

somehow. study week is not really the time to get emo. but the situation around me is so emofying. *sigh*

so shitty..

one week of examinations and i'm FREE!. *screams*

xiannie darling. i'll be yours then. haha. miss you super alot. lets see. movie and dinner?

i so need to talk. home is the place i bable alot. and now. no one's home. parents at hospital. sis went to get bro. no one was listening to me during dinner.. as they sudd change topic or walk away. *sigh* cant wait till all these is over.

there goes the unneccesary blamings when unexpected things happen. gosh.. hate it.

Hehe.

isn't she cute? haha ! =)

brand new year.

so far so good. nothing really bad has happen. uh. yea.

got back all my coursework marks. kinda screwed up but still average. assigments pulled down my marks like super alot. oh well. it's over. finals is in a weeks time.
which means is time to nerdify my self. 8)

went for undang test today. i know it's like so random. suddenly undang test. haha. and i passed.. :) 45/50. heheh. thought i wasn't gonna make it as i dint really study. because of some miscommunications..

the classmates went for blood donation today. i obviously couldn't donate as i am underage.
something came to my mind then. after you donate your blood, your body will produce new blood. so then. in other words. if the old dont go then there's no new one.

i wonder if that's applicable in everything.. hmmm.

end of 2007

last day of the year.

skipped web page design practical after signing attendance for dim sum cuz tutor wasn't teaching. so called good students we were. went back to uni after that for writting for business. surprisingly. full attendance only on the last day of the year. good ending huh.

anyway.. year review!.

january

steamboat lunch with fgs youths.


press conference for cny.


pool party at kewei's


daddy and aunt doris' birthday.


february

standard six gathering at yimz's


chinese new year.


dayang gundik and puteri at dong zen.


march

8tv project superstar 'get high' mv.


april

crabtree & evelyn anual dinner.


may.
started studying at utar.


june

father's day at decanter.


event at bukit jalil.

july
temporarily cant find any nice ones.

august

karaoke with classmates.


group photo with ms. leong. accounts tutor.


trip to ipoh to visit the couple that meant alot to me.

september.

birthday dinner.


our co-joined cake.


co-joined lunch at shogun. =)


movie outing with xian and sann.

october

cousin jimmy and girlfriend's visit.


yein mun's bday party leftover barbeque supper.


love me youth camp.

november

exams..


study with dummay..


during one of our lunch outing.

december.

ben from thailand.


before ben leaves.
me, raymond, ben, *i forgot his name*, sann and vincent
*click to zoom*



yay!. it's overrr..

there's lots more photos.. but those are the more memorable ones.. remind me if i miss out any.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!.

the inside.

my parents at selayang hospital.
my classmates at titiwangsa. for eye on malaysia. since they're gonna take it off soon.
and i'm at home. it's like wtf.
why am i not there?

because my mom is tired of going to the hospital everyday cuz of grandma. *sigh*
damn mafan. mom's mood been swingging sky high and sea deep. it's NOT good. i repeat.
NOT GOOD.

not that i'm not being respecful to my grandma. but if she had listen to mom she wont be there now and we wont be suffering. if she went walking instead of cycling then these will not happen. ):

*double sigh*

okay fine.. no point blaming.

i have uber mean buddies.. lol.. yein mun smsed to ask if i wanna go countdown at curve on new year's eve with the gang.. i have something else on. * refers to the top* so then. she said they'll forgive me if and only if i treat them ice cream.. jeez... uber mean. but i heart them. * hugz*

so henry just called. the henry.. not henry chuah. lol. for those who dunno the history. haha. too badd. looked at the number and straight away i know it's him. thou he's like part of the history in my life. anyway.. was suppose to go yam cha with him and dummy and sarah c and i not sure who else.. but same reason.. *refers to tops again* (: haven seen them for ages.. since camp ended larr.

current listening to jay chou's new songs.. really nice for some of it... like cai hong ( rainbow), pu gong ying de yue ding. uh.. translation not available for this one.. hehe.. lalala~

exam's in like less than a month time from now.. and i havent start studying.. no mood at all lar.. not it a mood to study.. more to holiday. puh-lease larr. it's holiday season.. there's classes every single day. and i'm starting to dislike public holidays. cuz i'll hav to attend classes on saturday then.

shopping is my main priority.. CHINESE NEW YEAR is coming. *screams* lol. okay fine.. i'm currently lack of bottoms.. already got few tops..

end~

of mixtures.

last thursday.
went dim sum breakfast with the family then shopping kat 1u.
*loves*
then the family left me n my sis there as we're not done yet. spent alot that day.
the 3 'bogoks' ask us to go for movies. so yea.

National treasure. (:
boring in the beginning.. interesting at the end.

---

i happily went to class on friday. was the only girl in our group as the others all went back hometown. was pathetic enough. only half the lecture hall of humans.

---

sunday is a day to rot and i'm lovin it. *smiles*

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christmas eve!.
and i have class. yes. i went. what a good girl.. not.
the class attendance was even more pathetic!.
13/45 humans. at least i wasn't the only dumbo who went. after that was yam cha wid KC, szuat li, and leslie.

at night. went to hong yee's place for dinner. lalala~ good food banyak.
had turkey, rendang, vege dan lain-lain. had fun catching up with those people. =)

the same day. my grandma got into an accident and admitted hospital. there's hemorrhage. but wasn't serious.. so let it go away itself.

christmas. : home.
parents went to hospital to see grandma. she was admitted into ICU. at night. mom called uncle. and then she brokedown. first time seeing my mom like that. after that off she went rushing to the hospital. dad told us that grandma is totally on machine now.

mom was very strong. as the oldest among my uncles, she took the courage to call and inform the other relatives. she was very tired. the house phone and her mobile has been ringing non-stop. she even told us to be prepared. maybe after tomorrow she'll leave us. as the docs gave grandma anesthetic for 48 hours. if she cant wake up after that. then. that's all..

to mummy:
it's okay to breakdown. we're always there for you. stay strong. *hugz* we love you.

to the meh & oink

From School.. to e le yuan..


our roses. and your 'i wanna make my eyes look big' face.


labis's visit.

to other fo guang activities.

Press conference


one day princess



Chinese New Year


found this in xian's blog. an old old pic of us. lol.
the dayang, the fan, the indian, the security and the box.




cam whore time.




when we had nothing at all to do.


the dayangs, puteris and gundiks.


remember when we were laughing at these guys when they were practicing?
it was damn hilarious.

prom..


Video Shooting.

the 8tv's superstar's get high video. the crazy dance moves, going sky high at your garden at night, trying to create almost 'mission impossible' stunts.
miss it loads.

and then concert.

the superstar concert. where we spot our selves on big screens.

to our outing.

the 'hairspray' outing..

not forgetting.. from emo buddies to smiley buddies. then . eseley buddies which kinda dieded. haha..

and now. xian has her shaun and sann has her joey. :)

i wanted to dig out all out old old photos of us but realised we all dont looked good.. so yea.. all these quite latest one will do. heehee.

hmm. it's great having you both around.. especially during those activities where we just have our own fun like drawing, gossipping... the last time we 3 hung out was the trip to sentul. which as long long time ago. *hint hint*

other movie outing soon okay? then we'll hav our catching up/ whining / complaining/ sharing/ updating /bitching session. *wink*

miss you both loads. besties always. *hugz*

happy 18th birthday!.

panda in the making.

i had nightmare last night again. kinda indescribable.
was sleeping alone as my sister wasn't home.
after that i felt disturbed.
didnt really had a good night sleep.
went to uni looking like a zombie.
jumped outta bed at 7.30am and my class starts at 8am.
i never like to sleep alone. ><

just came back from camp on monday morning. reach home bout 2am. was super tired. fell asleep after i bath. didnt even wait for my hair to dry. had presentation on monday so left camp site at 1am. i've been looking like a total zombie lately. gosh.

during camp. i had fun. i cried. i laughed. i smile. hwee sann and i got the easiest job. we only worked on the 1st day. escorting the thailand's blia yad president. he's really nice and good looking.. whee~ i shall not talk bout others.

been sleeping later than i always do lately. i was at mcD centerpoint till 1am on thursday. rushing the assignments. with KC, grace and shirley. ronald came bout 12+. 1st question was. your parents allow you to be out so late meh? i already told them so it's okay.. if not. bla bla blas.

i met him after so long. and as usual he still cares for me. :)

being undecisive like i always do. there's alot of things to write. but i can think of what to write about. especially when Christmas is celebrated with exams. boo..

so yea. i shall end it here.

happy 18th birthday to Hwee Sann and Hafiz. *hugz*

and also to Tze Xian. Happy be-ealied birthday .. since you wont be here then. so i'll wish you earlier. !. oh and about the driving thing. it's okay. no worries. =)

happy birthday!.

it's time to change.

no point looking back

when there's a bright future infront.

screw it.

was rushing my assigments when i saw this.
stunted few second after reading.

it's like math! *own formula*

assigments + examinations + presentations = not good.